There's something about you...it's always that fucking cliché "something about you", of course is something about you, otherwise I wouldn't be talking about it... but this "something" is different in every way...this is going to be full of clichés but maybe I didn't reed enough books along the years to put down in words what you mean to me, what I feel about you, how you make me feel. Common sensse: I want you in my life. I want to text you and say that I miss you, I wanna buy tickets to Paris so we can go and have a nice romantic weekend, I want my mom to talk about you, i want to say in a middle of a conversation : "Yes my girlfriend loves that to!", I wanna know you shoes size, your favorite food, I wanna wake up with your tex message saying: good morning sunshine! (ok, that was a big cliché!). Sometimes I want to shout and say: I will do anything for you. I would go around the world, I would lose 100 pounds, I would turn vegetarian, I would let my hair grow. I would never change myself for you, but I will adapt to anything, for you. I might be complicating things, and making big dramas in my head. But the truth is I don't wanna lose you, i don't know how would you react if I told you the truth, maybe it would go good, maybe not... and I'm to scared to risk that, I'm to scared of losing what we already have, it might not be much, but is enough to keep me on dreaming about a possibility that one day, maybe we will be together. And I truly believe that if we're suppose to be together, we will be...some day. Time is going by, that some day its getting closer, or maybe not...I guess I will just keep on writing silly clichés, I just keep on dreaming. Common sense: I love you.

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by Giulia Astesani



Daugther - Love

I can't forget it,
Though i've tried
I know you'll regret, love
You told me so many times

But, i still wonder
Why...
You left with her
And left me behind

Take your hands off her
Cause she's the only one that i have ever loved
Please don't find her skin
When you turn the lights out

I can't erase it
From my mind
I just replay it, love
I think of all of the time

But i don't want to imagine
Words you spoke to her that night
Make your bodies look like porcelain
You both knew i'd be bleeding inside

Did she make your heart beat faster than i could?
Did she give you what you hoped for?
On nights so loveless, love,
I hope it made you feel good
Knowing how much i adored you

Did she make your heart beat faster than i could?
Did she give you what you hoped for?
On nights so loveless, love,
I hope it made you feel good
Knowing how much i adored you

You're making me sick, love