like everything in life you have good and bad choices. good hurts. bad feels good. the felling doesn't last forever. you always have the choice. you over think to much but in the end you go for the bad. feels god for a bit but when you realize that in the end she never chooses you. it hurts. so if you choose either good or bad. bottom line. you will get hurt. so don't mess with people that aren't shore if they want to be with you 100%. even if I don't care no more. next time I'll get drunk. I will cry over you. If one day we meet again. I will cry because you left me. If one day I'll say no to you. I will cry because I lied. If one day you choose me. oh what if...